Could somebody please help!

If there's a god above or if it's fate.. Could you, mr fate or mr god, please give me a little bit of peace and quiet? You guys have to try to cooperate and fix me, once and for all. Please? I have to sleep, but something's wrong with me, even if I'm really tired I just CAN'T fall asleep. This is my 49th hour awake. Why? I mean what the fuck is this? Should I start to smoke weed every day just to fall asleep or what? Oh no, I think I'm loosing my mind. Well, blog. This is it. I have to stop complaining and try to get some sleep. Otherwise I have to visit the drugstore tomorrow and buy a lot of sleeping pills. Wish me good luck! Love C